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MangoDingo said..
Morning Noz, morning all.
Been a massive couple of weeks here.
Split with the missus after 12 years, organising my new joint and moving out, etc etc.
I've got framed pics of Lopez at Pipe, MP, AI, Bells and G land ready to go on the walls.
The boards have got a good spot, there's a kettle for cuppas, a stereo, toaster and a tele - and I tell ya what - I'm happier than I have been in a long time.
Thank faaark for the ocean and thank faaark for surfing.
Got nothing that good, but as some of you know I have been battling depression since 2012 - probably had it much earlier but work and alcohol blunted it.
Over the years, the number and strength of antidepressants I have been taking has increased.
Got to early December, and I decided I really couldn't feel any worse. Didn't get any enjoyment out of doing anything.
Couldn't get in the water, apart from contemplating a long last swim.
Christmas nearly finished me.
Decided the drugs needed to go.
Since Christmas I have gone from 6 drugs a day to one, which I will wean off next week.
OK, two - Coopers Sparkling still features strongly.
I don't feel any worse, and as time goes on I am feeling better.
Withdrawals have been pretty severe, and lucky I think sleeping at night is highly over rated.
I'm making the grass greener where I stand thanks Chrispy. I like that analogy, if that's what it is called.