Pup - post them here so we can see

Thanks for yr response arkgee - I have a hole in my stomach after reading your last post. Its crap that this is happening....I am glad that you have had the joy of the last 40 yrs and its a shame that this can not continue for the next 40. I find myself battling similar decisions but from a different perspective. In the last few months I have looked at a few different things as a back up policy for a few years time....I am guttered to learn that your skills and knowledge will not be passed on at this stage...I hope this changes. Good luck on Tuesday - I will be hoping it goes well for you.