I found this. May be of some help.
www.windsurfing.org/train05.htm I don't think anyone will suggest learning is going to be easy. I am sure you were not surfing Chinaman's after your third attempt.
Sounds like you are trying to learn by yourself. Once the warmer months come around you will find more people on the water and I am sure you will get some help from them. It is far better if you get advice in person.
Also have a read of the Qld. thread titled 'Windsurfing Learning Curve "
Don't give up, as once you master it you will be hooked for life !
P.S. Do not start a new thread each time, just continue asking questions on the same thread so people can follow your history.