I don't know if it's appropriate but I'd like to share a thought on this forum. I strangely feel very connected to the Aboriginal culture and in a way it saved my life. Litterally. I felt I was guided by ancient and wise spirits of the Aboriginal people, jst beofre I entered a psychosis which would later result in a stay in a mental hospital.
I am just getting out of things and nearly followed in Peter's footsteps. It was the spirits that saved me again. This tme by bringing me the most wonderful woman I can dream of. She made me feel happy again and pushed me to go windsurfing again. So I did. In a way it feels like starting out. It's scary. It's fast. It's addictive. It's speed. I love it. Feeling rusty, but stronger than ever after two and a half years of full on training. Pilates, Yoga, crosscore, fitness, biking. Lots and lots of training on the shore while I was nearly passing out on the other side. It kind'a saved me as well.
Yesterday my fist sail again. A few hours on the water to feel that same energy again for the first time in years. The energy that I love. The combination of wind and water. The most visible and most moveable forces we know as mankind. We are spoiling the earth. We are making it a harsh world for our kids and forget we have to perserve her. The one from which we came. It's that feeling, I realised it when I was in mental hospital, that was the deeper driving force behnd my quest for speed. Behind the dream to become the first to reach fifty. I achieved that dream and I realized after fulfilling that dream my candle slowly went out.
Just like Peter I guess. I cannot even stand in the shoes of that friendly, Always smiling character, but I can now say I can feel with him and knwo where he came from. I feel so sorry for his loved ones that he didn't make it, but I also felt. I truly felt it, life isn't restricted to the body we live in. We are just as well spirits as we are man or women. Biooligy is slowly proving it.
Guys named Rupert Sheldrake or Bruce Lipton, laughed away by many for years are becoming more and more important. Bruce looking for the boundaries, Rupert taking a more scientific approach.
I Always thought...why do we think it's strange Aboriginals can communicate with eachother over great distances and we think it's completely normal to have someone on the cell Phone at the other side of the world. Who is the one that doesn't understand? Are we truly better than the ancient people that we killed, just like we're now killing the rainforests and all kinds of spieces? Are we truly worth to sail the earth when we leave a plastic soup the size of mountains, spoiling what we're made off. Spoiling what made us come alive. heck, the Nasa is looking for it at other planets. Why not teach our kids plastic should be treated with care? Why not act ourselves accordingly. Some stupid little thoughts after yesterdays sail, feeling the urge to share with the world that I love so much: the windsurfing world. I am back.
I's also like to share a few words on Jeremy Rifkin. Here is a video.
When I first watched the movie I felt as if God was talking. He or she was guiding us a road to the future. A road in which we take care of our kids by taking care for mother earth. Jeremy is laying out that road and if I combine the visions of the three guys I mentioned over here, I can hear the spirits speak in a modern tongue. They speak to us through internet. We are all angels, we are all stardust. The hippies weren't that weird. They were just ahead of time and a bit confused. At least, that's my humble opinion. Let's listen to voices before us that knew. That's what I also hope to do when n the water. I will try to catch the spirits of those who invented the sport and got us here.
The marvelouse designers that enable us to live this fantastic sport. Yesterday i used a fin of a young Dutch bloke and it was just frikkin' fantastic. Simply the best I ever used. Period. His name: Lendert Wisgerhof. It's guys like him, but also great sail designers like Monty Spindler or Artur Szpunar, miles apart in sail design vision, that give the sport their own colour. The guys push eachother, just like we do on the water. It's this whole symbiosis of finding a great shaper, whether it's in boards, sails, or fins, the ambition to build a brand, promote it. Sell the sport to people who don't now the freedom. The designers are making it happening and are ensuring our beautiful sport is getting easier and easier to learn. Just like with the plastic soupd on the negative side, a soup which we contribute to of course with the nature of our gear. It's nearly an oxymoron. Anyhow....these designers are a major part of the pleasure I derive from the sport and I'd like to express my gratitude. Again....this might have nothing to do with yesterday, let alone the topic, if it weren't for the fact that they make me feel like a new rider.
So basically what I would like to say is the following: thank you all to be my fellow riders over the world, most of whom I have never met and whom I will never meet. But I still feel a connection. A connection through wind and water. Hope you feel it too.