You guyz are so supportive towards me its very humbling

Look, I can put things into perspective, I didn't commit genocide, I didn't murder anyone, or sexually molest a child, or steal or commit fraud, I just made a couple of bad judgements as a leader. Though I am feeling publicly shamed and personally guilty, but I will get over it.
Hopefully, this is closure for me. Then I wish I could just ShutTFU for a while coz I'm sick of seeing my comments publicly as I'm a very private person. In the wider scheme of things these events are just TRIVIA compared to the real tragedies that are happening to some people in life, and in our community.
Anyway, I should be very thankful that I'm not Japanese, or else it would have meant the Samuri Sword & Hari Kari

Phew!!!!!
I have also been reminded by very supportive friends, that I have left a Legacy for the windsurfing community which is the GTC and that is an AWESOME achievement to be very proud of! So I need to keep reminding myself about this.
I also think the GTC has been left in GREAT COMPETENT HANDS and its up to them now!!!!!!
Lets all keep enjoying ourselves windsurfing, and i look fwd to meeting some of you buggers in the future!!!
So unless someone responds to this thread controversially (This is not an Invitation BTW), I'm not going to respond further, as I want to sink away into the background for a while, and say thanx in advance to anyone who wishes to make a supportive comment towards me.