Mate.
This may sound weird but if you want to try something different get a body board and fins/flippers and do that for 6 months.
This will build your confidence up in the water without having to worry about duck diving a tanker, you will get a better feel of where to sit, what to paddle for, where the power of a wave is and how to use that power.
You will ride across the wave instead of taking off on a wave and going strait for the beach.
You will also learn quicker how to generate speed on a wave and slow your self down using your body weight.
Then after 6 months or so you can use everything you learn from bodyboarding and use it on your Surfboard. ( then you just have to worry about getting to your feet)
Everything else should seem a little bit easier by then.
This is how many grommets and older people start out.
OK I have had my rant and put my 2 cents in.


What ever you do good luck and stick with it.