So, a bit of a dilemma here
I weigh in at 95kgs, currently ride an Airush 6'1 converse, it's 26ltrs. I started on a 32ltr board anf found it ok, until the wind picked up, then it was too corky and a bitch to hold down

The converse on the other hand is a lovely board, but I struggle on the lighter days. Sub 20
I can't get a demo, on any Firewire boards. But I've seen a 5'5 Vader or a 5'3 Evo in kite build 2nd hand. But still a lot of money. I have also seen a Vanguard in 5'5 FST, not kite build. This is 32ltrs, but am worried I might kill it in the chop, slap, slap, slap, crunch... It's ?200 less than th ekite build boards. so maybe buy it and have another layer put on the top deck?
Anybody have any thoughts on which might suit me for sub 20, on shore winds?
My local is chop city, but can have some wind blown chest high waves. I do visit swell driven spots around the SW UK as well.