Hi Morgan
Must say I've had quite a few days where I wanted to put a chainsaw through the gear


After similar earlier experiences on my Starboard Go 155 I had to put it on hold for nearly a year - still only get it out when the wind is stable 10-14 and I can sail it with a big sail. Anymore than this I can't seem to keep it under control with smaller sails and higher winds. Any letup on mast foot pressure and the board lifts it's nose and goes out of control?
I returned my big boards for a year - reliable confidence boosting rides without wearing myself out crashing all the time.
The main progress came with moving to a longboard - Kona - as it always worked but I could just have easily stayed with my Fanatic Viper 220litres (I'm a big bloke also) but not as much fun in lighter winds.
What I learnt in that year was the harness and getting mast foot pressure happening. Fighting the urge to standup when getting out of control - still do it and end up over the front

I'm that way now that if I'm not in the harness I'm nervous that I'm going to crash!!
I'm still coming to grips with the footstraps - can get my front foot in sometimes.
There was discussion over in general about this and the useful info for me was to not disturb the board. Jem hall 'beginner to winner' shows a practice technique lifting the front foot up while carrying your weight in the harness. I practice this while trying to keep the board stable
As above I need to be moving fast enough and in planing conditions to play with the footstraps
Lessons / having a coach are a real boon. Must say without my mate Richard spending time with me at Cootharaba I'd probably be done with the sport
Most of my discretionary $$$ is going on lessons these days.
Cheers Jeff