I just can't believe depression. It is hard to reconcile that somebody with everything can be so sad. Bit like Robin Williams.
And then I feel bad because one may not notice, or help enough, or put it down to just a bad patch, and they will be alright cos their life seems better than ours so surely they will buck up and be fine. Not so. I still don't get it - bloody horrible thing to happen to somebody - and wish I did more... or something different... at times.
Will miss you Pete.