Happens to the best of us ,I don't grow a beard now ,,,its grey .
that looks like a good wave for a 7.0 raptor .
your doing great to ride a 115 litre board ,I'm still at the 128 litre stage
but slowly getting smaller ...and smaller ...
it s the catching of the waves I notice gets a lot harder as you get smaller
but once on the wave ...a huge .....improvement on ripping it up ,as shown .