Did you need surgery or spain it?
I only ask because you said "recently"
An injury like that sucks fo sure.
Don't go back before it is healed and strong.
Everything is "dangerous"
How we manage the risk, is what keeps us chasing our passions.
My knee is very weak in that area.
I am very deliberate not to expose it to stress caused by outside pressure, pushing my knee "in" from the side.
It has has always felt that if I ever attempted a "pig dog", that my knee would snap off.
I wear a compression brace all day, everyday.
Smaller 2" band from a wetsuit arm during normal daily life,
and a bigger, more supportive one when I am active.
I SUP surf hundreds of days a year, paddle, ride my bike hard and walk in deep sand..... I find I can manage my activity with reasonable caution to protect against the dangerous moves that would tear my leg off.
My feet tell me where my board is, and I tell my board where to go in my frequent wipeouts.
It is my belief that we can ALL manage our wipeouts better, by letting go one second earlier and kick our boards away, fall in a protective manner and generally limit damage to our bodies and gear.
I am always threatening to finish my video on how to "manage" wipeouts... but I should actually do that, instead of constantly editing it
My good friend "Whale Dave" is my poster child for how NOT to manage your wipeouts....
he always waits for the wave to smash him into his board... I can't figure out why he is still alive